This is the end.

I’m closing this blog. It may re-open at a later date if I do more psychotherapy. I’m really pissed at my psychotherapist, and we ended our relationship on a less than amicable note.

today’s schedule

I already spent the last hour taking care of morning business. Today’s efforts include

up, up and yawning

I woke at 0702 with pain 4 and took pills at my bedside. I got up feeling slightly better at 0735. I feel groggy and unrested and think I could go back to sleep.

Early to bed

2209 and the bed beckons…haven’t really felt right all day…got some things done and found out why I have had so much trouble getting things done on my damned video…I spent over a minute looking for the light switch to the dining area…that counts as a stupid…done…

bad night

I woke due to pain (6) sometime around 0300. I took pain pills, and eventually got back to sleep. It was an in-and-out sort of sleep. I woke around 6:45AM and got up around 7:00AM.

bedtime

Midnight… I’ve been headed bedward for an hour. This time, I’ll really do it.

up, up, and groggy!

0605 came around and I woke feeling groggy. It’s 0643, and two cinnamon croissants, a glass of cold milk, and 20 minuts of work later, I am still groggy. Because Cathy is involved in much of the day, it is hard to schedule with any reliability, but I made a to-do list.

0-2 Pain, 3 Pain, 4 Pain, 5-6 Pain, 7+Pain, and up so early…Quiet rage?

I slept well, but awoke at 0530. I got out of bed at 0609. I’m adding pain categories on the philosophy that, if you only report bad news, you tend to concentrate on the bad. Rage on the erosion of rights.

Early to bed

I’m actually going to bed before schedule time. 0053 and I am off!

So much for focus…

Instead of working on my video, I just spent about 2 hours figuring out how to add a list of projects to my blog page.

Focus! Focus!

I have spent the large majority of the last two hours researching legal issues about mashing, drum loops, sampling, etc. I need to stop that and work on getting my video out. I am in pain(4).

No lunch with Mike today

I went to bed at 0615 and awoke at 1045 because of my alarm. I did not, however, wake enough to actually get out of bed until 1235. I put my ice tubs in the refrigerator instead of the freezer.

No Schedule Today

I haven’t made a schedule today and am not certain that I will stay up. If I continue to feel this way an hour or two after eating, I’ll go to bed.  No schedule today.

Belated note about waking up

I woke very briefly, possibly due to an uncommon noise of some kind, at 0830, but went back to sleep. I woke again at 1030 and got out of bed.